Finals week. It's going to be a cake walk. It's been a rough semester and I'm glad it's coming to an end. I'll take the summer off from classes, work, enjoy my time off and really get my head back into school in the fall. It won't be an issue anymore- slacking only causes more stress. Last semester was perfect. I focused on my work, got great grades and didn't have to worry about the stress of falling behind. That's the way it should be and will be again in the fall.

So, moving on. I'm probably making myself late by writing right now. Honestly, I'm just procrastinating because I know it's going to hurt having to dry my hair and finish getting ready. I have the worst sunburn I have ever had in all of my life. If I touch my shoulders/arms at all, it feels like I'm slicing my skin with a knife. Which sounds really dramatic, but it's the truth. Can't wear my seatbelt properly, can barely put shirts on without crying, can't shower, can't lift my arms even to the top shelf of my refrigerator. It's pretty brutal. I learned my lesson on not wearing sunscreen at the beach. >.< I really did.

Okay, so wish me luck on finals! And good luck to all you other college students as well.

Dear Future Husband,

I don't know your name yet but when I do know it, I know whenever I hear it I will think of you and smile. You're still a mystery; the shape of your face, the color of your eyes, the touch of your skin, and the sound of your voice. When you are finally in my life though, I know all of these things will be perfect. I'll see forever in your face and love in your eyes; I'll feel warmth and protection from the touch of your skin, and the sound of your voice will be my most treasured melody.

When you accept my love, it will be undying. I'll wake every morning and know that because you are in it, the day will be a good one. Your smiles will be contagious, for your happiness will bring out mine. The days you feel like crying, I will be your crutch. Beside me, you will not fall. I will be there to listen when it's time for you to ease any burdens you are carrying inside. I will be there to confide in. When you feel like you are at your lowest point in life, I will be there to pick you up. When you feel like everything is coming down on you, I will be there to protect you. I will be there without judgement. I will be there to care for you. I will be there to make you laugh. I will be there to make and share memories with you. I will be there to walk hand in hand, creating a wonderful life with you.

There will be days when we argue. There will be days when we don't see eye to eye. Though, I hope these days are few and far between, no matter how many there are, I will always be there with an open heart. Any anger, frustration, or sadness will ultimately be overshadowed by my everlasting love for you. There will be hardships. Our weaknessess and faults will surface from time to time but our love will always stand taller.

The days we are together, I will never take for granted. I will long for you on days that we are apart. They say absense makes the heart grow fonder, and this will forever stand true.

I will be your lover, your best friend.

For as long as the sun shines light, for as long as time continues ticking, for as long as the ocean is blue,
I love you.